thanka, Mz Uma Thurman

Yearning, I am... a stain
longing for a cheek to
roll upon [thanka]. I am...
a hungering to have again
the dream...
in which I heard the Melody
— of all the nineteen harmonics —
that holds the stars together
and apart.

I am... an ache
to feel the rending in the Center
of that silent mushroom cloud
that cracks self open, sucks
the marrow from me bones,
with pain so shreiking
thru the raw interstices of wounded flesh
that I finally know again the a-g-o-n-y,
the passion and the e-c-s-t-a-s-y
of how it all began...

I am... a thirst
to be the Ganges and Oedanes
constantly falling back to Earth.
Every Cell a drop of rain...
every drop of rain, a stain
longing for a cheek to
roll upon [thanka, Uma.
You are such a babe...]
--Judith Morley, quoted freely. source by Jean Houston on page 241 in
_Hero and the Goddess_ JH advises, "allow 20 minutes for the writing of the sense of the yearning...",
some of
these Jungians are so damn officious...